Im a 16 year old female, I have a 94.86 GPA, im a junior, I take mostly AP classes... and I recently started to smoke W**d. Some of my friends found out and are now judging me telling me how they thought I was different and theyre disappointed. Im not a full bkown stoner and they mafe me feel really bad about myself, I've gotten high 3 times this month, sometimes so high I can't even walk. But it doesn't affect my academics or other important priorities. I m a Pisces and I can be very sensitive and emotional, every thing goes straight to my heart, and I get high because I love the way it makes me feel. I dont feel any bad emotions, the world is beautiful and nice and clean. Its just so pure unlike the people in it. I love how free and detached from reality I am but grounded at the same time. Why are they judging me and making me feel like im just a huge disappointment?
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How smart you are doesn't make up for it, in fact it's not even relevant.
People who regularly smoke weed start talking like it all there is in life. I lived with 2 dealers who smoked around 5 a day, one was smart the other was failing but they were both just as antisocial and lazy as each other when they were smoking. A ridiculous amount of their money would be spent just setting green alight. Their reasons were the same as you 'feels good', 'it's a small escape from reality'. And your specific excuse is that you are hypersensitive? Come on that's weak. Get stronger and deal with it, don't rely on some drug to make you feel better about yourself and the world around you especially when it's temporary.
What happens more stressful events come your way, are you gonna be looking for weed to calm you down? smh
Casual/less frequent smokers (e. g. social gathering only or once every few weeks/months) weren't as bad as people that frequently smoke weed. Although, as soon as they learn where to buy it and roll it themselves they become more frequent, especially if for them it's some kind of crutch for the 'oh so stressful life'
Not to mention i'm pretty sure for you it's illegal. Whoever is giving it to you probably isn't the typical upstanding member of society, and unfortunately you have been misled.
You feel bad because you inherently know it's wrong. Your friends are right for being disappointed.0