Well your applying allot of "shoulds" to emotions that most people can't control. First off you say Boyfriend of 3 years and your say that he treated the both of you like a married couple and that there were other things that he did. I'm sorry to say but it's not just him but also you. By you moving on to another person so fast signifies that you are bored w/your old Boyfriend but I wonder how much you tried to make it known to him that you want to go out and do stuff or maybe sit him down and talk to him about his problems. I have found very few girls that will actually express when their partner needs to work on something. Generally they let it fester until it's too big of a problem.
What you should do is get away from your cousin 1st of all. You can't go right there and unless your family has done that kinda thing before I would suggest you stay away from marrying into your family. It sounds like you have some maturity issues you need to work on and a break up in the family results in family rifts and I know you don't want to be apart of that.
What you need to do is take a look at your 3 year relationship. Don't start telling yourself that he took you for granted. Probably 99.9% of the time both parties are to blame. Take a look at what you have done not what he has done. Think of how you could have done things better meditate and figure things out. Let a peaceful calm relax over you as you begin to build yourself as a better person while learning from your past mistakes. I would talk to your ex too. Don't tell him about the other guy but ask him what he thinks might have been wrong with the relationship if you think he will answer honestly. Don't dive into any relationship. You shouldn't be in the habit of jumping from one relationship to the other. You can be friends with your ex as long as he isn't trying to jump back into bed w/you. I for one have an ex who broke up w/me and think that it was partially because she felt like she was doing everything, when in reality I let her believe she was contributing allot but she got full of herself. Spend this time to try and understand yourself.
A piece of advise if you do go back out with your ex boyfriend (not your cousin), Make sure and start all over. In other words don't pick up where you left off because you will have the same problems eventually. If both of you are willing to work at it then you will probably have a good relationship. Besides 3 years is a long time to just be jumping into another relationship w/out trying to work things out (I mean really sitting down and discussing things face to face with a "We need to talk" to start it off).
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I think ANYONE makes a mistake when they leave someone for another person. If you're unhappy with your relationship, then you should get out, and be single and THEN date someone if you're interested. But the grass always looks greener on the other side, and in the beginning of a relationship, things are always better. The fact that you left him for a relative? that's a little weird. And you lied to him and never gave him any answers why. That's pretty jacked up. You are being selfish, and you did a great job of jacking things up.
You know, I was just in this situation [except not with my cousin]. I feel for you badly, because I know the situation your in right now. I was in a relationship for 11 months and I broke it up because I fell in love with my best friend.
I know that you feel like your so so so in love with the two of them. What I did was picked the person I wanted to be with the most. Even though is sounds impossible to choose, your going to have to make a decision. I made the decision to go through with the break-up and date my best friend. Currently, I am as happy as ever. My ex didn't take it well at all, specially when I was honest to him. But I told him that I couldn't do anything to stop it. I fell in love. Your going to have to listen to your heart and your head.
Just ask yourself questions like: "Which guy makes me happier?" "Who can I see myself with the most?" Things like that. Just make sure this new guy isn't a player or not totally serious with you. Even if that's the case, I believe it was the right thing to do because sometimes you can't always take the easy way out. No regrets.
I'll tell you what's gonna happen. You're gonna go with the new guy and let the relationship with ur boyfriend fade. Then the new guy is gonna dump u, then you'll try to get back to your bf, but the new guy will contact your boyfriend and tell him everything, and you'll end up alone.
If you wanna stay with the new guy, it's still possible, fine, but do this:
- Check relationship history, does he have constant stable relationships or is he a playa/commitmentphobe?
- Build trust slowly. Take it SLOW. Speak about common future. etc. If he sounds serious then you might trust him with ur future.
Love can be blinding. So Use ur head.
Eventually you can have a quick affair (not too long or your boyfriend will turn his back) and go back to the old guy. Just hint to the new guy that he's not gonna last.
Girls seem to be able to jump from one d. err. boyfriend to the other with no resting time (sorry I was just the victim of that). I would never be able to, I need some time between a relationship and the other.
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ok umm. relative to u?
scary but love is love I guess
i have done this once but not for a relative nd
ended up back with the one I love
just give it time and you'll want
ur ex back more than ever
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