I am trying so hard to get over it. I'm still alone. It's been 10 months. I feel pathetic.
Now, he is with a girl that has always been good friends with him, even when I was with him. She recently left her high school sweetheart.
I just feel, so horrible inside. Like, I wonder if he always secretly wanted to be with her, and I think that they are probably better together even though I thought he and I were great together and would end up married, and now I think they are that couple.
I feel like the only way for me to feel better is to find someone. Is that bad? How can I get over this? Make me feel better, please. :/