In my experience for the past I been having hard times. Now as I am going threw a divorce it's hard. I attend church I feel completed. Everytime I see my soon to be ex husband to drop off my son I felt sadness. I always wonder if people ever regret living their spouse for someone else and decided to come back someday. It has been really hard ever since he got involve with Amway better know for scamway it's what most people called it. He choose his upline instead of my kids and I. I apologise for the confusion I am 28 not 20 lol.