I think I want to leave him now?

[Gloree]

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MY LOSSES:Care, Love, Attention, Monthly Allowance, Companionship, relocation with him, imminent wedding and raising a family together.

MY GAIN: I don't know. Keep my humble job, be free to find a nice enough guy & get pregnant & be a single mum cause I really may not care that he wants the child. No need for relocation anymore. Stay single.

MY REASON: After I thought the car issue with my boyfriend was resolved, he deceived me. This morning before he was to fly back to his base, I came to help him fix his tie. Once I was done, he held my hand, told me he was sorry about what he had to do. Before I could process anything, he had me trapped over the bed and was repeatedly mercilessly slapping my bum. And I'm not a damn child but since I couldn't get away, I resorted to crying. That's when he stopped.

He said it was for the car and I had it coming. He only postponed it because of the way I greeted him the day it happened. & that Whatever decision I made about us because of what he has just done was up to me. He dumped his keys to the apartment & left me there like that.

Spanking is for kids & many people don't even do that as confirmed in my last question and he did it to me at my age and made me cry. I am so mad but confused. The keys to his apartment is with me but I've gone to my house. My emotions are all over the place.

Should I stay? Should I go? I don't know. I really don't know.

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1 y

Simply put, My reason Is ABUSE

[Bmories99]

I don't think I can answer this question for you. Honestly I don't think anyone can answer this for you. I do think you and your boyfriend/fiance' need to talk about this not defensively but really talk about what you are both feeling. There is some red flags that happened but the biggest issue I see right know is that you both are not communicating how you both feel by not talking about it. All the feelings you have tend to fester and then blow up as it appears to have happened in this situation. Talk it over with friends. With family and see what there inputs are. I believe you mention you were on a base you can reach out to counselors or the Chaplin on base. Good luck to you. It's a hard decision whatever decision you make.

[Gloree]

Thank you. I deeply appreciate

[Bmories99]

Your welcome. If you ever a friend to chat with I am always open.

[Gloree]

Great to know. Thanks

[exitseven]

This is not even a question. He was abusive. Get a restraing order and show him you mean business. No excuse for this. you do not want a future with him.

[exitseven]

Thanks for the MHO😎

[Andres77]

I'm waiting for the sequel.

[Gloree]

Prepare to be disappointed

[Andres77]

I'm being facetious but bottom line, I don't want you hurt but there's too much going on to guess.
So I'd prefer, in the end, that the best thing for you happens. And that might not be what you want. Sometimes the best thing for us is that we DON'T get what we want.
So, sorry for making light of your pain. I hope you find what you need.

[Gloree]

Okay. Thank you. Appreciate