Questions: Break Up & Divorce

Me an my ex split at he start of the year, saying we wanted to remain friends as we had a great time together. We agreed to give space for a couple of months which we did and after that time I got in touch and he was a bit off with me. We had a bit of a spat due to the no contact thing, and I hurt him as I wrongly assumed he didn't want to go on something I had pre booked for us both.

I apologised for the mistake and tried to fix it but he still seems to not want to talk to me. I have as far as I can tell been blocked on whatsapp and yesterday I tried to follow him on Instagram and got blocked.

I do miss his friendship so this isn't about getting back with him, any ideas how to get in touch? We are still Facebook friends or leave him be?

Well, we were really happy and he later ignored me because of his job and later when he quit his job(for his personal reasons) he was free and wanted to be with me all the time. But, that's when i got busy. I had a busy schedule and i honestly didn't have any room for all the "love" stuff. So, He couldn't understand why i was ignoring him... I tried explaining him and yes, he was okay with it but i somehow sensed that he was not okay with the decisions i've been making about everything,lately. So, coming to the point... We had a heated argument last night and i said stuff to him in anger that i did not really mean, I've never felt so bad in my entire life. there's something inside me is telling that i made a huge mistake by letting him slip through my hands like that. I can't stop crying from last night, every song or anything i do is reminding me of him. What do i do? Should i go back and fix the stuff?
By the way the reason we broke up was that i needed some space and he couldn't give me that space. So, i screwed things up with him...