Dating

Why is it like that?

I've never been flirting or dating with someone else. I wrote to the girl I liked when I was in high school. She broke my heart. I've never written to a girl since. There's never been a girl who loved me or liked me therefore I didn't even hold a girl's hand. I look around, and the girls are after the jerks that upset them. I'm not perfect, I'm not handsome, I'm not special, maybe I'm not fun too, but I can't upset the one I love. My only expectation from the person I love is that she loves me so much and is loyal to me. It's not beauty or attractiveness
. I still don't know why I'm alone.
Why is it like that?
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