I met this handsome guy a month ago at the giant store and I was really shy to meet him at first so I ignored his first requests for dates and sorta ditched him ( he lives in a different state ).
Moving forward 2 weeks after I meet him and it was awkward but he seemed a little passive aggressive but you know we had fun.
Then he ghosts me and then he finely responds after I sent him so many texts. We meet up again and went out together with his best friend. He ghosts me again. I was so obsessed I even did witchcraft.
2 weeks later...
I finally get over him and started seeing his best friend because I felt like it was really hard to socialize ( I don't even have female friends irl) and so I meet the other guy plus he seemed to really appreciate me.
Now a month later I finish my business management certification and then redownload the phone app I used to communicate with him, look who I see has been blowing up my phone...
Even from a different number and I don't even know what to say...I do really miss him and I even dreamed we got married but now I don't even know or want to be hurt again and I know I'm mildly autistic so I may have offended him. Not sure.
I need advice from people with great social skills