My boyfriend wants me to initiate kisses, what should I do?

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My boyfriend and I have been dating over a year (long-distance because he's a marine) and we have kissed once. This weekend when I saw him, he told me he wanted to kiss me, and I really wanted to too, but on the last day, he told me that he gets really nervous and wants me to initiate it. I was the one who initiated the first kiss, (which was months ago) but honestly, that felt weird to me. I ended up not initiating and so not kissing him on the last day, and now I'm kind of regretting it, but at the same time- I don't really feel comfortable initiating it either. What should I do?
My boyfriend wants me to initiate kisses, what should I do?
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