How the hell do I move on?

[Anonymous]

I really liked her but it’s blatantly obvious she didn’t feel the same, I initiated all our convos and poured my heart into our dates, she’d always reply hours late, she didn’t make an effort to know me. She even turned away once when I went to kiss her.

Our last conversation died and I haven’t initiated a new one in hopes she would (hopefully to show interest) . Been a week now haven’t heard anything.

This was the first person I’ve ever actually had feelings for, the first person I dated, and the first person I kissed. This has just killed me, I feel empty and heartbroken even though we only dated for 3 months. How do I move on…. I know there’s dating others but in twenty years, she’s the only person I’ve felt this way about. I don’t know how long till I would find another I feel this way with, and it worries me.

[cryscrys1]

I’m sorry
Dating nowadays is hard everyone is weird due to constant radiation stress soy milk and tofu. But I still think she isn’t for you. She seem immature maybe not aware what a good man is !! She is exploring.. but she is going to remember you some days. That someday you are going to be with your true soul mate. So how to forget her? You don’t forget her , just let it be. Don’t let the memories create fake happy aura around her how perfect she is. At the end of the day she is a bitch who didn’t like you , you have to respect yourself and not give a shit about her. Also remember she poops too. Ew righ😹 it’s ok brother screw her. If it makes you feel Better know that somedays she is gong to remember you. Good man comes rarely nowadays.
To end this go out there and find your next babe

[Asker]

I get I gotta respect myself but I don’t wanna ignore her, we were somewhat friends beforehand and she was truly my favourite person to spend time with even when we were friends. The entire situation is just shitty, as so many things occurred that I loved thinking about it as I thought they were honest to god sweet (could’ve made a good drama IMO😂)… then no even growing apart, no arguing, no drama, no anything to even begin with.

[Asker]

As for the soulmate thing I’m more worried about: I’m twenty I’ve have had one kiss, one date, still a virgin (I’m not really embarrassed by that, I just want to have my first time be with someone I care about a lot)… how long would I have to wait to find my that person, I’ve had people who I’ve liked who didn’t like me, people who I didn’t like who liked me. This girl was the first one where I thought we both liked each other. Now I have to wait god knows how long, to feel this way again. It’s not pickiness or anything like that it’s just random how I feel.

I know it’s probably self pity, It’s how I feel though, i just can’t stop feeling that way.

[Asker]

Also sorry for the tangents

[Asker]

Also thank you for the kindness in your first message.

[Asker]

Another one sorry😂: clarifying the first kiss, virgin, all that stuff, I’m not upset because of those, I’m upset I’ve only had one person I’ve wanted to share those experiences with.