I have never had a real girlfriend before, and I haven't touched a girl in 7 years. I barely knew her and it was a weekend fling, and she wanted nothing to do with me after that weekend. I am incredibly inexperienced with relationships and intimacy.
There is this other girl I was wanting to marry who is marrying some other guy in 2 weeks. She was perfect when I met her online. She never had her first love or even a male friend before she met me. She had never even kissed. I am heartbroken that he will get to be her first everything. She is 19.
I am wanting to find another woman like her, one that has never had her first love. I want us to be each other's first real relationship.
There is this other girl I was wanting to marry who is marrying some other guy in 2 weeks. She was perfect when I met her online. She never had her first love or even a male friend before she met me. She had never even kissed. I am heartbroken that he will get to be her first everything. She is 19.
I am wanting to find another woman like her, one that has never had her first love. I want us to be each other's first real relationship.
