- I may have been secretly in love with a characterless man. It was love at first sight. High sexual attraction that clouded my vision obviously. But my brain knew we could never be together. He would even hit on me and compliment me. He was DAMN GOOD at it. Half of me told myself not to believe the words. The other half was a silly unseasoned girl who latched onto VERY CLEVER compliments from a man I loved and wanted to impress and loved thinking he was impressed by me in ways and to depths nobody else was.
- Despite all this I never chased him (except one time when I went up to him to ask about his new promotion... I just thought he was leaving the job and I would never see him again. I loved this man so I thouht I wouldn't see him again.) And I never lost my dignity.
- I may have had strong silly feelings in private. But he can never hold anything against me because I never asked him out, chased him. Many 'men' online will carelessly tell girls to go shoot your shot and ask him out blah blah blah. Listen to absoltely none of it.
All you have is your dignity when it comes to men.
I dont fornicate. I dont sext.
He can hold NOTHING against me. I have given him nothing.
