So I’ve been talking to this girl who met me online. We’re long distance, and recently, was my third time thinking of getting rid of her. It’s because she lives so far away, and I’m constantly lonely. I can’t live happy if I come home to an empty place, to an empty bed. I’m tired of being lonely, and I explained this to her, but she said she’ll see me soon. This third time, she told me she would kill herself if I left her. I don’t want her to do that, so I’m giving her another chance. She really loves me, but I’m not that into her truthfully. I’ve been avoiding her all day because I just want some alone time. I don’t know why I treat her this way, when all I always wanted was a loving girlfriend. I think it’s just because she’s not here. So her words don’t have much meaning to me.
Why am I kicking her out of my life, if I feel lonely and want a girlfriend?
