My boyfriend sometimes hurts me?

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I sleep with a mouth guard at night because I have bruxism.

I just started 2 weeks ago

It stayed in my mouth the last 2 weeks even when I didn't have sleep for 24 hours.

Last night I woke up twice without it in my mouth.

I'm in so much pain.

My boyfriend doesn't sleep nights. And he was there right by me all night.

I feel he took it out on purpose.

I feel when the attention is on me he's very mean, somewhat like a sociopath.

He hurts me because the attention is on me.

When I tell people this they dont believe it.

Everytime I feel sexy and good about my self the vibe changes and it feels he's wither envious or so fucking annoyed for some reason.

Cause he knows I look good and me too. I hype myself up a little bit nothing too major.

I don't know what to do. I've tried leaving, it's almost like he treats me better right after and I forgive.

It's a non endless cycle.

He most times does things to hurt my feelings or make me feel a girl was at our place.

Almost gaslight me.

I try to show him so much respect, and gratitude and attention but he usually comes back to this and I'm very hurt

My boyfriend sometimes hurts me?
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