I sleep with a mouth guard at night because I have bruxism.
I just started 2 weeks ago
It stayed in my mouth the last 2 weeks even when I didn't have sleep for 24 hours.
Last night I woke up twice without it in my mouth.
I'm in so much pain.
My boyfriend doesn't sleep nights. And he was there right by me all night.
I feel he took it out on purpose.
I feel when the attention is on me he's very mean, somewhat like a sociopath.
He hurts me because the attention is on me.
When I tell people this they dont believe it.
Everytime I feel sexy and good about my self the vibe changes and it feels he's wither envious or so fucking annoyed for some reason.
Cause he knows I look good and me too. I hype myself up a little bit nothing too major.
I don't know what to do. I've tried leaving, it's almost like he treats me better right after and I forgive.
It's a non endless cycle.
He most times does things to hurt my feelings or make me feel a girl was at our place.
Almost gaslight me.
I try to show him so much respect, and gratitude and attention but he usually comes back to this and I'm very hurt
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'I don't know what to do. I've tried leaving' 'It's a non endless cycle.'
Think of it this way. At some point in your life you would have finally broken the cycle and left this guy after reaching the point of no return or getting fed up. This may have been in 5-6 years time. What you need to ask yourself is this. Is he worth growing old with dentures, pain, gum disease, cavities, infection, potential heart issues (exposed teeth can lead to this) and jaw problems. Noting is more important than our health. Either you break the cycle now, or when it's too late.
He is but at the same time I don't know if I'm being gaslighted or not.
I'm bipolar and I suffer from psychosis.
Eventho I'm not schizophrenic I have eyes and I'm not dumb but literally everyone doesn't believe me
He is a good man but I doubt everything
He doesn't let me leave either. It seems he loves me and he doesn't cheat. I don't know what to do
Love doesn't involve hurting others, it only involves bringing them higher. Being good doesn't involve hurting others.
If I were you, I’d break up with him. This doesn’t sound like a healthy relationship at all. You deserve better.