Some people might say that it’s because these guys aren’t attractive but 9 of 11 of the guys I’ve rejected in the past month have been very attractive. I don’t have any male friends which makes me think men don’t like me. I don’t really speak to men unless they approach me etc but then once I get their numbers I usually just get tired of responding anywhere from 2 minutes to 2 weeks into speaking to them. Mostly because I just like to do my own thing and I just don’t feel any of them are adding to that. Not in a selfish way but a relationship wouldn’t bring anything for me at this point in my life aside from distracting me from discovering me I don’t even feel like maintaining connections with these guys because it simply doesn’t feel worth the effort. I’ll start taking guys for seriously in college most likely.
I’m only 18 not even in college yet so please don’t spam with how I won’t get a husband if anything I’m reserving myself for the right man instead of just sleeping and dating any guy who tries with me. My main point of posting is I still feel very self conscious and ugly all the time like me have some type of collective hatred for me. I’m not sure why.
