Dating

How does love make you feel?

I used to want love more then anything I wanted nothing more yo find that special lady I’d spend the rest of my life with. Despite that when it comes to dating it’s been nothing but struggles and disappointment for me, not the most fun experience. But recently I got this older woman’s number now unfortunately she left me on read so I think things are basically dead in the water. But it got me thinking what if things panned out I mean when we talked when I initially got her number the sparks were definitely there and I loved her energy I actually did wanna take her out on a date it’s been a bit since o wanted to take a girl out off our first meeting. But it’s weird now that I’m older and have been in the dating game and have had my heart broken and played with so many times I think I’m legitimately afraid to fall in love. When I thought about what Gould be with this girl the potential it scared me. This isn’t the first time I’ve felt this way either but I’m older now so settling down with someone in terms of starting a relationship is something I’ve actually gotta think about for my future. But I realized that I’m scared now scared of commitment and I’m not really to sure what exactly I’m scared of the thing I wanted most now strikes fear in my heart how ironic.
How does love make you feel?
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