How do I come to terms with the fact that I am not good as good at something I enjoy and I work hard for as others?

[Anonymous]

Others have more experience and better preparation in this field. I thought I could catch up to them, but I isolated myself and I sacrificed sleep and rest, which led me to mental health issues. Now I get more sleep and I don't isolate myself so much to learn to catch up, but I am still disappointed I can't catch up to my peers.

[Guy13]

You will as long as you maintain stability snd perspective. Do not make mistakes now and demonstrate a positive learning curve and your review will be good. You seem like you have the right mindset to continue to grow in knowledge both in and outside of your job. The learning, certificates, and etc never stops. You have excellent work patterns and intention so it is only a matter of time until Success as you measure it here.

[AnonGiraffe]

The musicians that make it aren’t the best musicians but the ones who never stop making music. You don’t have to be gifted at what you do but relentless in your pursuit of it.