Happy New Year hope this year goes well for you well it’s only been a few hours and mine has already gone upside down with my mum taking a dig at us all in the house. She’s blaming it on me saying it’s my fault because I don’t want to go out but I am not a kid no more Im 30 years old and feel Im entitled to my own choices.
I know it will seem crazy but this whole week I got nothing but death threats from my own mum telling me to just go die under a car…. I know she’s fed up and I can see why but where I live like my town area its soo hard to find an affordable place to live. I wanted to move up north but right now I don’t have the finances to even think about moving out. I am still jobless and not getting any support in finding myself a house.
I know you all are gonna comment things like “oh but your 30 shouldn’t be living with family” etc I know that I am 30 but in my culture girls have gotten married by my age and im not having an easy time finding a guy either… I want to leave myself don’t think I want to live with someone who’s constantly throwing death threats at me wishing me to be dead etc let a load go out and hang out with them as a family and shit… I have a lot of respect for my mum always have done since the age of 16 but this is too much now!!!
