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Do you ever think about what happened to that childhood/teen crush of yours?

DizzyDesii
Enough about the little childhood crush from 1st grade. That ole bastard 🤣 I realize that crush isn't going anywhere until i fess up to him.
One crush and I ended on such an emotional note in 6th grade when our parents ripped us away to attend separate HS. I loved that we had everything in common. And i loved his skinny muscular stature. But I saw him at a job interview recently and he's now a personal trainer on the side. I find his new body builder physique to be such a turn off.
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Man college was the best. In juco, I met James and David. Military dudes are not my cup of tea but these two were some of the most caring guys i ever met. I regret losing touch. I never saw either in a sexual way but i was definitely attracted to them overall. We were def “friends first” but it was clear both wanted to be more than that. It was a total love triangle and i couldn’t choose. But I respect that neither brought up our differences in race. If only more people interested in interracial dating did the same. But they don’t, so I’m pretty turned off to the idea these days.
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I dreamt of James last night. And we were total goofballs while painting a house together. In school, it was always amazing to see James waiting in the hallway for me to arrive. He would literally jump up and say ITS ABOUT TIME YOU GET HERE GIRL! His hyper energy was such a breath of fresh air. He’d invite me and the fam to his military parades to see him march. I do miss him.
Do you ever think about what happened to that childhood/teen crush of yours?
And then omg David, he would literally walk across campus and come get me out of class. Then he’d walk me to my next class or to my ride. He was so sweet but also super crazy lmao. I used to want to walk with Nate, Matt, and James sometimes but David would get possessive af. Its why i didn't try to keep in touch with him when he got he got deployed but i do kinda regret that. I hope both are alive and well.
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Thank you for the year book idea! I just went through all 250 pages of people just to see David nor James had their pic in it 😭 Maybe they were one of the names listed but no pic shown. Grrr. Crazy thing tho, the guy i was into in 6th graded ended up being at that same college 😭 I never knew! But our last names are similar so i just found him on the same page as me. Its Fckin fate. How did i miss this 🤣😭🙌
Do you ever think about what happened to that childhood/teen crush of yours?
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