Yo I’ll try keep it as short as possible : usually I’m a confident kinda guy but whenevs i start falling for someone my entire confidence crumbles.
I made friends with this coworker after I started a new job, we used to have a good time at work, we were all good friends. After work we’d get drinks, go to the park chat, Hang out just do what I thought was normal friend shit, lots of it was spontaneous after I’d be like “yo wanna do this or that”. They ended up leaving the job but always came back to visit, to chat n all that.
After a while I developed feelings, started getting rather anxious. Still just hung out didn’t say anything, honest cared more about holding onto the friendship.
I noticed a few kinda positive things: right off the bat apparently we hit it off (from co worker), Leaning her head on my shoulder when she was tired, texting each other till late night everynight, voice msgs, showing each other past photos n shit, chats about personal stuff like sex n kinks, her roommates knew about me, “your the man we heard so much about”, similar interests n goals.
On the contrary there’s also negative things: she was seeing someone, ended things with them but that took a few months. Also talked to me about: continuously having friends fall for them being stressed by it. Used to point out dudes she had thought were attractive. Another coworker told me she just had a flirty personality.
I’m fucking lost cause now she’s suddenly ignoring me, said it’s personal stuff. But it’s been like a month. She’ll text me every now and then and I reckon it’s just being polite. I don't know if she got bored, if she thought I wasn’t interested or thought I was and wasn’t, idfk this shit is confusing was she just happy with mess a friend or wanted more I want some peace of mind.
was as short as I could be baha
