So this guy does stuff OVER AND OVER *to me* after i tell him TO STOP MULTIPLE TIMES.
So i began ignoring him. Like won't acknowledge him except if its work related.
But then I saw ths video on youtube saying us women love being dominated and some men are smart and they are domineering and can satisfy a womans sexual desire to be dominated.
And i was thinking like damn... Maybe he's not such a terrible presence after all. I can get my domination needs met... At work... Of course not physically sexually... I can just lightly tap into the sexual energies of it and just use this jerk to feed my thirst for being raped and controlled by a man.
I mean sheesh... A man whos willing to just be his harsh self with me is kinda hot. And we all know he wants to bang me like a screen door on a stormy evening.
I would love to fantasize about what it woud be like... whay would this man do if we were together... You know... In bed ;) on the floor ;) in a closet ;) in a dingy lonesome dark alleyway... ;) What would he DO to rape me in such a passionate full way that I would actually enjoy sex? So why not play along with him and help build my little fantasy in my mind. Besides its not lile i have any other real man willing to lust after me and control me like him. OTher guys who are or try are so narcissistic and empty... You can tell they have no depth nothing to offer. Its just so boring. You need to be mysterious to get me. Smart and deep. Can you torture me and rape me?
So i began ignoring him. Like won't acknowledge him except if its work related.
But then I saw ths video on youtube saying us women love being dominated and some men are smart and they are domineering and can satisfy a womans sexual desire to be dominated.
And i was thinking like damn... Maybe he's not such a terrible presence after all. I can get my domination needs met... At work... Of course not physically sexually... I can just lightly tap into the sexual energies of it and just use this jerk to feed my thirst for being raped and controlled by a man.
I mean sheesh... A man whos willing to just be his harsh self with me is kinda hot. And we all know he wants to bang me like a screen door on a stormy evening.
I would love to fantasize about what it woud be like... whay would this man do if we were together... You know... In bed ;) on the floor ;) in a closet ;) in a dingy lonesome dark alleyway... ;) What would he DO to rape me in such a passionate full way that I would actually enjoy sex? So why not play along with him and help build my little fantasy in my mind. Besides its not lile i have any other real man willing to lust after me and control me like him. OTher guys who are or try are so narcissistic and empty... You can tell they have no depth nothing to offer. Its just so boring. You need to be mysterious to get me. Smart and deep. Can you torture me and rape me?
