So i really like this guy and i had during my internship there at the garage where he works a lot of stomach pain and wasn't feeling well as in the way with my emotions. I was struggling a lot w who i was, my first guy i was really liking, a feeling that i never felt before for someone and i didn't know how and what to do with it, how to express it.
Somehow whenever i felt sad or bad about something or i was just tired he always saw it, no matter how hard i tried not to show (that was my problem at that time, i didn't wanted to feel as much emotions and altough i felt a lot i didn't know how to handle) and he just saw it. He always ask me how i am and if i feel good. One time someone asked me about my past and although i thought it didn't do me as much, there was some feeling deep down that hurted me yk? Again he saw it, i tried not to let them see it just smile and hoping they didn't saw but then he asked "Are you okay?" Looking very deep into my eyes and later he tried to make me laugh a lot to make me feel better, even just smile. When i went to the doctor and i came back he asked how it went and i said well it went a bit different, y but it was alright and he was a bit silent and asked softly "... m-may i ask what it was?" And then i explained and he completely understood me. Same story when im tired, always asking me if im alright and i said im just tired, and sometimes i dont even have to say he just know it. Also a time when he doesn't wanted me to put a tire that was a little bigger than a normal one on a car becauze then the chance was i could hurt my back a lot so he did.
And one time when he knew i had stomach pain he asked if i ate enough and if i took a painkiller and later he said "whats wrong? You look so sad and told me to take a painkiller and after i didn't saw him for a couple month and told him i wasn't feeling alright and again: why? And whats wrong and where is the pain what do you feel? We had deep conversations too.
