IIs it normal I finally realized who I really am? And do men like goofball women?

I know that in mid school i was a goofball for sure with my besties i would love being funny and laughing at and with them. Im sorry i couldnt pay attn in school I don't know if its cause of my personality itself or habits.

But yeah ever since like elementary school i would go on chat rooms and i loooved laughing at trolls like racist trolls and sometimes making my own jokes. Now look i am a mulatto. I clearly dont and can't give. Afuck about race. I just am the type of person who is a total silly person.

I tried to be a goth serious person in HS LMFAOOOO. i was reading philosophy books and being all edgy. Bitch what. I was depressed as fuck.

But deep down i think i finally realize now... I am a goofball who just wants to laugh all the time and be funny and im full of goofiness and humor and dumb jokes. I LOVE MEMES. I just can't shit seriouly and obviously when it comes to school thats probably sorta bad. But i really truly do not wanna sit in a classroom being bored as fuck force fed bullshit.

IIs it normal I finally realized who I really am? And do men like goofball women?
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