- First of all i get trned up at the thought of some abus.
- Second of all what i mean by put up with abuse is that i think i would be able to tolerate if not lowkey somewhat enjoy if a man was posessive over me and jealous and stuff. Its obviously a little crazy i mean the extent to which some men can take their neurosis bu lt i figure i can take it for what its worth and feel loved and wanted and enjoy that part of it and plus i like being a bab ygirl so if a man wants to con. trol me im ok with that in fact i prefer it to some extent. Obviously these things can't be ridiculous like he's beating me up or something thats just a bit much or selling me as a pros titute like no i have self respect. I also can't handle being made fun of for my appearance and body. It hurts too much. But he can make me feel dumb and stuff but not call me worthless or like stupid outright only i can call myself stupid but my parent called me stupid or something like that and yeah i been through a lot of stuff so i dont really wanna be abused to that extent but just a LITTLE abused.
- I would be willing to tell my future husband that 'please abuse me but dont take it too far'.
Am I weird because I can see myself putting up with some abuuse?
