Long story short: he dmed my after a class a few months ago and we kept on talking, I caught feelings for him. We mainly had long and deep conversations and our personalities match (we're both very shy and awkward, even around each other). He always had a habit of leaving me on read but he would answer later or change the topic. During vacation, we did not talk but he dmed me two times? Out of the blue (he was thinking about me I guess?). We often walk together after class, he would wait for me or he even changed his mind recently so that he could walk with me a little longer. Anyways, the most important thing: I know he is staring at me secretly. He did that so many times, I once "caught" him because I wanted to say hi to him (we're super shy and akwward so I waited until he comes closer). He always looks away lol. Also, I think the way he stared at me when we were talking indicated he has feelings for me. He always tries to be close to me, sits next to me or at least somewhere close, usually, at the back and I think he does that to stare at me but can't be sure (however, he did stare at me when he sat at the very back lol) However, he now writes short answers or ignores me. He did not want to exchange sns accs - literally ignored my question (we both like art so I thought - what's the big deal?). It really makes me feel so bad about myself. This drives me crazy. And I will not talk to him about that because we are awkward and I once asked him whether he has feelings for someone, he said "no" (that was a long time ago tho and he could lie) Why would he act like that? :/ Am I delusional and perhaps every guy is like that and I am just imagining things that he may like me?
I've never been in such a situation or in a relationship :/
