What would it mean if a man says “this is fucked” in relation to him dating another girl and flirting with me?

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He started dating this girl in the past month but over that time he flirts/teases me, stares at me when I’m not looking, watches me talking to other men, has said suggestive things, and the other night when he was drunk (he knows I like him) he took my hand and began stroking it with his thumb and looked in my eyes and his girl was there and I’m not sure if she saw what happened. He doesn’t remember the last part it does seem but I told him not to hold my hand like that if he likes another girl. He replied “this is fucked”. I told him he is “messed up” and he replied “yeah 🫤”..
What would it mean if a man says “this is fucked” in relation to him dating another girl and flirting with me?
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