I don't get it before I met my boyfriend no guys were interested in me and treated me like crap and that's not me just self-pitying, the guy I loved before I met my Matthew treated my feelings like utter dog shit. Men always treated me like I was abit of a joke or a freak and then I look at pictures of myself back then and I was freaking hot af.
As soon as I get a good man who loves me for me and treats me right that guy I was in love with before my Matthew came along deletes me from all his social media and gets really petty about it when he didn't even care before.
Now I get guys chasing me left right and centre and no one believes me because they just think I'm overreacting or think highly of myself yet I got guys texting me out of the blue and trying to be my "friend" 🤔 I've been around men long enough to know what that usually means.
Now if I ever make a joke about me being ugly guys tell me off when before they'd be like yeah you are lol and I get hot girls come to be for advice on guys hitting on them. I have lost a load of weight since I moved in with my boyfriend and now I buy myself more expensive clothes but that's about it.
I always get comments on my appearance now from men when before I was invisible to men
