Was this wrong?

[Kerbie]

Ok , some know and some dont my life is a total mess at the moment i put a brave face on it but it is hard , my girls not well i am not 100% well emotionally and physically and now i have to end up taking a fair bit of abuse at work from my supervisor and the ops manager i haven't got up and walked out yet and i dont get paid for what i do maybe i am just too weak i dont know.

Anyway i saw my new young therapist Emma (very pleasant) today when i took my girl Hannah back to hospital as my old one left for a new role eslewhere and Emma had booked me in after dropping Hannah off , Emma had seen my records from my theraphy sessions previously so she knew what had been discussed etc and I felt ok with her and she started asking to looking deeper into my feelings about my girl Hannah and how it made me feel her being ill and I basically felt like i screamed even though i was just loud at Emma the whole way through , when i got home i did not really feel anything but since lying in the dark on my bed from 11pm uk time till now 2am uk time I feel really horrible that i was really loud to Emma.

should I feel horrible or is this sort of expected and would Someone like Emma be trained to expect this sort of thing

Updates

+1 y

Correction: Verbal abuse that should be

[BellePepper]

Awwww, Kerbie! If anyone understands emotions it's therapists. I'm sure she understands that you were frustrated with the situation and it's emotions not her personally. I think it's great you're getting help and if it's still bothering you next time you see her, def apologize. But be willing to move on and learn from the situation as well.

[Kerbie]

I will try to move on from it :)

[peachblossomluck]

Emma may consider it to be an emotional breakthrough for you and understand as she has studied psychology:) Sounds like you have an overwhelming life right now that would make anyone feel awful. You might apologise but I have to imagine that she understands. God bless.

[Kerbie]

I hope So because all i want is a normal life again.

[peachblossomluck]

Therapy can be very helpful in these instances. You might find a new healthy interest as well to help divert your attention from these emotional burdens?

[BelleGirl21]

She will understand. So many of us have those feelings especially if you're dealing with something so private and sensitive to you. Don't let it get you down. The next time you see her just explain things. It's very evident that you're a very loving and kind guy, she'll see that.
Best of luck with everything.
***hugs*** :*