My mind is my worst enemy and I have committed a lot of mistakes because of the stuff my mind made up.
I believed whatever I thought and followed it blindly which lead me to a point of no return.
I would still listen to the destructive part of my brain if it weren't for someone.
This guy was actually someone I never laid attention to. But I went through some extremely terrible stuff and out of sheer desperation I was looking for an outlet to divert my attention. I found him and he helped me deal with my problems.
What began as a codependent friendship slowly turned into something deeper and meaningful.
Anyways, my mind has always been an active supporter of mistake I made. Or anything which would lead me to ruin.
I never had any problems in self destruction. I was completely focused and passionate even when making wrong decisions.
But when it comes to this guy, I have to hold on to him because my mind keeps telling me I should dump him. I have fought against my thoughts just to keep our friendship alive.
He has helped me immensely. He did nothing for me yet I got most of my inspiration, motivation back by just looking at him. His nerdy attitude makes me smile, genuinely, something I couldn't do. And I still don't unless he does or says something. He's the only person who can genuinely bring smile on my face no matter how sad I maybe.
He influences me positively. Something nobody could do. I lost all of my enthusiasm, motivation and ambition and he is the one who brought a ray of hope in my life. Without him, I would be stuck in the sane dreadful place, maybe even going worse.
But my evil thoughts keep coming sometime or the other, asking me to leave him.
Does this mean he's actually good for me and the self destructive part of me wants to get rid of him so that I can sink in hell?
How do I get rid of these thoughts_?
I believed whatever I thought and followed it blindly which lead me to a point of no return.
I would still listen to the destructive part of my brain if it weren't for someone.
This guy was actually someone I never laid attention to. But I went through some extremely terrible stuff and out of sheer desperation I was looking for an outlet to divert my attention. I found him and he helped me deal with my problems.
What began as a codependent friendship slowly turned into something deeper and meaningful.
Anyways, my mind has always been an active supporter of mistake I made. Or anything which would lead me to ruin.
I never had any problems in self destruction. I was completely focused and passionate even when making wrong decisions.
But when it comes to this guy, I have to hold on to him because my mind keeps telling me I should dump him. I have fought against my thoughts just to keep our friendship alive.
He has helped me immensely. He did nothing for me yet I got most of my inspiration, motivation back by just looking at him. His nerdy attitude makes me smile, genuinely, something I couldn't do. And I still don't unless he does or says something. He's the only person who can genuinely bring smile on my face no matter how sad I maybe.
He influences me positively. Something nobody could do. I lost all of my enthusiasm, motivation and ambition and he is the one who brought a ray of hope in my life. Without him, I would be stuck in the sane dreadful place, maybe even going worse.
But my evil thoughts keep coming sometime or the other, asking me to leave him.
Does this mean he's actually good for me and the self destructive part of me wants to get rid of him so that I can sink in hell?
How do I get rid of these thoughts_?
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