What's wrong with me?

[Anonymous]

I feel like there's no point living the days.. there's no way out of the jail I'm in and I don't know.. I dont think suicidal a lot.. but I just don't feel like being like a normal person, buying clothes, style or whatever... I just wear normal things and go to school and come back and repeat... nothing at all.. I just wanna finish days.. I can talk forever but I'm in a hurry to write this question... basically, life is nothing in my book.. my mind is just filled with negatives and pain whether it's life pain or medical pain I'm scared of that just pops in my mind and makes fear... I get surprises when I see favorite bands and what time they have and make live vlogs. .. or daily life people..

[aithe4ngel]

I dont think what Nuffin said is fair, if you can try and fill up your time with more random events, sports or a club. You have to go out of your way to find joy. This is just how I feel. If you dont actively pursue enjoyable things you will be in a dead boring routine, have a competition with friends over silly things like who can make the best lunch, its small things. I dont know much so thats really all i can say, just dont lose your connections people can help make you have more fun. :) good luck

[Dindu_Nuffin]

You're not suicidal, you're just being a bitchy, angsty teen. Most teens have these thoughts, you need to learn to get over it.

[Asker]

I think I mentioned that I didn't feel like typing. . this is not even half of the apple, but thanks for the reply