What's wrong with me? (M 20)?

[Anonymous]

I'm honestly doing pretty good in life right now, i'm getting through college. I workout almost everyday. I'm about to start a job where my pay is way better than right now. As an introvert I've been really pushing myself to be more sociable. Basically, i'm winning on all fronts of my right now but I can't shake these terrible feelings I have... Every day I feel an overwhelming sense of dread, angst when it gets the better of me I have cycles of very intense depression. I feel like something I cannot control can bring down the house of card that is the life I am building for myself. I feel like if I died tomorrow everyone would forget about me eventually. I struggled with these feelings for a long time, I had a rough childhood but I am doing a lot better now. Why do I still feel like this?

[DarkWinterNights]

Welcome to life as a man. It does get easier though. Society does a great job making you feel like you don’t matter, but you do make a meaningful impact on those closest to you. Focus on bettering yourself and setting goals, especially long term goals. If it gets bad there is no shame in finding a therapist to talk to. You may have to shop around though, really good ones can be hard to find.

[Asker]

Thanks man i've been doing all of that, currently trying to find a therapist. It's sad that there are countless men in the same situation as me.

[exitseven]

okay- I think you are pretty normal. Everyone feels like this sometimes. If they didn't they do not understand life very well. You are doing well in your life. Do not let these ideas derail your success. Be your best self

[exitseven]

Thanks for the MHO😎

[Asker]

👍👍👍

[Iron_Man]

Talk to a professional counselor become an Athlete be proud

[Avicenna]

You should talk to a therapist

[In_Trance]

Get professional help