Anyone ever or does suffer from an eating disorder?

[Anonymous]

I suffer from bulimia...it's been about 6-7 years since I started my eating disorder habits. I started when I was in the 10th grade I'm 20 now. It's absolutely horrible to want to vomit your guts up every time you eat cause you're afraid to gain weight and being uncomfortable in your skin every time food enters your mouth. Food is my enemy all though I like to eat. Every time I do it I tell myself I want to be skinner, I'm not skinny I'm chubby I weigh about 120 which is fat to me. I remember right when I started losing weight everyone was like you look good and those positive comments about my body I wanted all my life added fuel to the fire made me want to do it more. I stopped for a couple of months but just recently I starting purging again cause I put on a few pounds :( and I'm worried I'll gain more weight. I feel like a failure cause I was doing so well with controlling my bulimia.

No one knows what I do to myself I try my hardest to keep it secret and I do a good job of doing so, I never told a soul and would like to take this to my grave.

[Anonymous]

Im sorry your going through this. You need to tell someone you trust and then get help. You need treatment, its the only thing that will help you. Some people have to hit rock bottom and be close to death before seeking treatment, don't let that be you. Eventually the pain of this disease will be too much and you will have to choose between the disease and your family, friends, to die or to get help.

[Anonymous]

never had one. I like being healthy without risking weakening my heart, rotting out my teeth or death. Please seek the help you need

[Bman94]

doing that back and forth of gaining then losing weight that rapidly puts more strain on your heart than if you were obese, plus it causes you to lose hair and teeth. 120lbs isn't chubby for any woman, unless they are REALLY short. Purging also throws your body out of whack and does more harm than good. Please seek help with your bulimia.

[jmr2191]

Splenomegaly gives my stomach little room to breathe, so my appetite had been cut in half. I've list a lot if weight but my fat a** spleen appears to be compensating and fool the bmi.

[Eiylee]

Im only 15 years old and I used to be anorexic, I miss it. I wish I could go back.. maybe we could help each other?

[Anonymous]

I have an eating disorder.

It's more of Anorexia Nervosa.

It is awful.

[Anonymous]

I wish I had an eating disorder! lucky you...