I suffer from bulimia...it's been about 6-7 years since I started my eating disorder habits. I started when I was in the 10th grade I'm 20 now. It's absolutely horrible to want to vomit your guts up every time you eat cause you're afraid to gain weight and being uncomfortable in your skin every time food enters your mouth. Food is my enemy all though I like to eat. Every time I do it I tell myself I want to be skinner, I'm not skinny I'm chubby I weigh about 120 which is fat to me. I remember right when I started losing weight everyone was like you look good and those positive comments about my body I wanted all my life added fuel to the fire made me want to do it more. I stopped for a couple of months but just recently I starting purging again cause I put on a few pounds :( and I'm worried I'll gain more weight. I feel like a failure cause I was doing so well with controlling my bulimia.
No one knows what I do to myself I try my hardest to keep it secret and I do a good job of doing so, I never told a soul and would like to take this to my grave.
No one knows what I do to myself I try my hardest to keep it secret and I do a good job of doing so, I never told a soul and would like to take this to my grave.
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