Are you looking for a solution, or just someone to commiserate with you? If the latter, well, there are plenty of people who have been through similar things as a kid/teen (myself included). I got over it when I finally got so angry that I stopped caring what ANYONE thought of me (parents, teachers, church, peers, etc.) and ended up fighting back against my bullies. Win or lose didn't matter (I generally won), because simply the fact that you're willing to stand up for yourself and fight back is what makes the difference.
Nothing is going to change for you until you decide you've had enough, and that you're going to "release" all of the anger and disappointment and animosity you feel, and that you're going to stop caring about what others think of you. When you no longer CARE if people see you make a mistake or say something stupid or whatever, THAT is when you can move forward. If you choose to continue to dwell on this, then you'll be marching in place forever.
It's only too late to change when you're dead, but the sooner you change, the happier you'll probably be.
I didn't realize at the time that the reason I got bullied as a kid was MY fault - not because of anything I did, but because of what I DIDN'T do: I didn't stand up for myself and DEMAND respect, and defend myself, with violence if necessary, when I wasn't given that basic level of human respect. By failing to do that, it really WAS my fault. Yes, I had reasons for not standing up for myself (the way my parents taught me things, well-meaning but horribly incorrect), but at the end of the day, it was ME who failed to stand up for myself.
You are no different. You are the root cause of your problems, but also the source of the solution. No one else is going to come along and fix this for you, so if you don't start taking a big role in a solution, then no solution will ever come to you.
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So you know where the problems are, but you haven't addressed them yet to overcome them... and you're wondering what your problem is? To me, that doesn't make a lot of sense. This is the 3rd question within an hour that I've answered by basically saying "if you are aware of your weaknesses and insecurities, why aren't you addressing them?"
It seems like it's a pretty clear theme that people allow their insecurities to rule them. They run and hide from their insecurities because of that fear and because they can't stand the bit of discomfort at the first attempt to change things. So while these insecurities cause you frustration and sadness, they're also familiar to you. So if you're like most other people (chance is you are), you revert to feeling this way since it's how you've been for the last 15 or so years. It is your version of normal.
But instead of addressing these things in YOURSELF first to build a solid foundation for other areas of your life... you skip straight to trying to ask girls out. Again, why? YOU have issues with YOURSELF. So why are you trying to add a girlfriend/fling/whatever on top of an already shaky (or non-existent) foundation?
Embrace your pain and insecurity, because they are the big flags telling you WHAT is wrong and WHERE it is. Golf would be a lot harder without flags telling you where the hole is. It's the same concept here- how fortunate it is for you to have these flags pointing out the problem areas to yourself. That's half the battle, and it's already done for you. So why aren't you carrying on with fixing the problem areas?
These areas cause you pain and discomfort, but they're also going to be the reason you improve yourself (assuming you actually do). Your pain is going to be part of your prize one day, your product. Don't hide from it, embrace it.
Well you know sometimes things happen for a reason is all I can say. I hope that one day you can be able to forget what happened to you when you were younger and improve your self esteem and one day you will be able to make a girl really happy and she makes you happy.
I'm 25 and I never been with anyone before. Not sure what the reason is tho xD
And I'm kinda scared of growing old all alone TT^TT
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I don't have any advice but I sincerely hope that tings turn out for the best for you, dude. I'm in a similar situation, albeit a decade younger, but I think I can imagine how you feel.
All the best to you.Dude, buy a book called The Game by niel strauss and read more into the PUA community, your problems with women will be overcome so easily you will laugh about it.
You shouldn't feel bad at all. You're a wonderful person. You could get a lot of girls if you tried. You da bomb.
I guess I'm in a similar situation, just not as old yet, I'm only 21. How old were you when you started seeing prostitutes? Anyway I don't really have any advice, sorry.
I also have never had a girlfriend, but I'm 36 :(((((
i know of a guy who did not get his very first girlfriend until age 32
All girls would think that would be creepy and a turn off. I'm just being honest.
this seems to be an epidemic, look up Frank Kermit
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