I agreed to hook up with him because he always told me he would leave her when his lease ends. Although that could be true, it doesn't seem that is going to happen. I feel used and guilty. It's hard for me to see his mom and hear her talk about him and his girlfriend as if they are solid and nothing happened. It is hard for me to see his mom and pretend that nothing between he and I happened. I feel bad for the girlfriend because he has misled me and is currently misleading her. I feel like a piece of shit for what I have done and allowing a kid to talk me into something that I knew was wrong but I was feeling vulnerable at the time and he made me feel wanted and desired.
Now I am having nightmares every single night about what I have done and how I betrayed his mom and his girlfriend (who I have met twice). He is avoiding me and I have not seen him since the last time we hooked up on July 19th and I have not talked to him since Aug 1. Do I come clean to alleviate my guilt or just keep my mouth shut?
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