My father always tried to break my confidence and self esteem. My parents even did body shaming when I was a teenager. They left no chance to break me.
The question why they want to break me is a mystery but I assume it is jealousy and competition because I am living a better life than them and have a bright future.
My abusive parents even complain about me hating them. My mother uses the mother card to turn the entire world against me.
My parents successfully turned all my three siblings against me, who were very dear to me and somewhere that broke me because my parents knew that my siblings were my last support and my hope.
They were times when they didn't let my sister talk to me and would interrupt our conversations.
I begged them not to break my relationship with my sister because she is like my baby, my daughter, my princess but my mother brainwashed my sister against me for years.
Now, even my siblings view me as a enemy even though elder sister is a second mother.
And my father brainwashed my brothers against me. In the end, my father faced karma because his own brothers, his two little brothers turned against me whilst he was brainwashing my two little brothers against me.
What's funny is that when I talk to my mother, my father feels jealous and when I talk to my father, my mother feels jealous. I feel like abusive parents are psychopaths because normal people don't destroy their own blood, their own children. I also learnt giving birth and becoming a mother are two different things, which always get mixed and confused.
I am shattered.
My parents even wished my death several times.
But they become angels in front of other people.