I feel sad, ashamed and disappointed at this moment. All I can ask you guys for is honesty... Its been exactly 2 years that I am/was? together with my boyfriend... He is 28 I am 27. Due to lack of him having life experience I repeatedly had the same problems with him. Problem with him not being assertive enough to find a job. Problems with him seeking for in his eyes ' innocent' validation from outside the relationship. Problems with at one point being out of peace with myself because I felt like I was constantly in a battle searching for harmony,
steadiness and commitment while I knew in the back of my mind that if you are with the right person you dont have to fight for the basics. At this point I am tired of being a coach, mother, being walked over and ignored emotionally. I feel like I tried EVERYTHING to make things workout just to hear him say ' you did not wanted this or me for a long time already'...
I wanted him I wanted this relationship to work I wanted to be happy with him, but at this point Im tired of hitting a wall... and here I am... Asking for you guys to give me advice, to maybe calm me down, maybe help to look forward, maybe help me with my solution.
Thank you...