What do I do about this im sad depressed and lonely?

[Anonymous]

So im a boy and 15 and gay, I have pretended to be "tough and masculine" all my life, Inside im soft and extremly girly (if i was not constantly pressured to be manly i would probably wear a skirt and be my self. But at school i litteraly have to force myself to not act girly and to pretend to be masculine and tough, All i want is tall hunky manly guy to sweep me off my feet and make me his, I want to snuggle in his broad chest and be his femboy, BUT another issue is im tall and ugly and skinny i also look very masculine somehow, So no top would ever want me. I feel like i will be alone for the rest of my life, Pretending to be a person im not.

[jgibsonian1986]

Being an afeminate man doesn't mean your gay.
Just accept yourself for who you are and grow that person rather than trying to label and put yourself in a box dude. You're fine, don't worry worry much :)

[PrettyPriya]

You shouldn’t try to be someone you’re not. That is why you are uncomfortable and possibly an explanation for depression.

Just be you! I’m sure you are a lovely person and if you show that you will find what you’re looking for! ❤️

[PrettyPriya]

Thank you for mhg 🙏❤️

[jenna15]

find people like you even if you need to change schools

[scuff1986]

i this something you have told your parents?