Me and my boyfriend have been together for a year, he was my first love and we dated when we were 16 and then broke up for 5 years.. this is our second chance at being together.
Not long ago my boyfriend was spiked and he had a complete mental breakdown, he trashed his house and broke things, destroyed my shoes, threatened me with a knife and strangled me and threw something that accidentally hit me in the face and then jumped off a bridge, really messed up I know but it was a complete mental breakdown.. I forgave him and at the time was being really supportive and didn't leave the house yet felt my life was at risk I was that scared, even went round to clean his house the next day whilst he was in hospital.
Fast forward to now I was spiked by ketamin by a girl who put it in my drink last night, apparently I told my boyfriend I did drugs with a random girl (isn't true I didn't willingly take it so I don't know why I said that, she openly admitted she put it in my drink for fun) then I started acting crazy and in distress, I didn't do anything but my boyfriend was having a go at me whilst I was spiked and not being there for me at all, I was sobbing and freaking out, whilst I was spiked he said some really hurtful things and said things about my life which really hurt me and was picking on me.. he was like you're 23 and still doing this with your life and how I haven't changed since I was 16 which is when he dumped me.. made the situation so much worse, when my boyfriend was spiked I was there for him.
I'm feeling really upset that he could shout at me etc when I'm spiked and in distress and say those hurtful things to me, when he was spiked and did reallyy fucked up things I was so forgiving and picked him up from hospital, then stayed at his for days making us our Christmas dinners and everything.. the one time I needed him and wasn't safe he wasn't there, I keep telling myself I'm in the wrong but need other people's input?
Also im aware how messed up it sounds xx
Not long ago my boyfriend was spiked and he had a complete mental breakdown, he trashed his house and broke things, destroyed my shoes, threatened me with a knife and strangled me and threw something that accidentally hit me in the face and then jumped off a bridge, really messed up I know but it was a complete mental breakdown.. I forgave him and at the time was being really supportive and didn't leave the house yet felt my life was at risk I was that scared, even went round to clean his house the next day whilst he was in hospital.
Fast forward to now I was spiked by ketamin by a girl who put it in my drink last night, apparently I told my boyfriend I did drugs with a random girl (isn't true I didn't willingly take it so I don't know why I said that, she openly admitted she put it in my drink for fun) then I started acting crazy and in distress, I didn't do anything but my boyfriend was having a go at me whilst I was spiked and not being there for me at all, I was sobbing and freaking out, whilst I was spiked he said some really hurtful things and said things about my life which really hurt me and was picking on me.. he was like you're 23 and still doing this with your life and how I haven't changed since I was 16 which is when he dumped me.. made the situation so much worse, when my boyfriend was spiked I was there for him.
I'm feeling really upset that he could shout at me etc when I'm spiked and in distress and say those hurtful things to me, when he was spiked and did reallyy fucked up things I was so forgiving and picked him up from hospital, then stayed at his for days making us our Christmas dinners and everything.. the one time I needed him and wasn't safe he wasn't there, I keep telling myself I'm in the wrong but need other people's input?
Also im aware how messed up it sounds xx
