Advice? I don't know.. I really just need to vent. #nofriends. ?

Long story short, I cut my guy first off while he was talking about his dating life and said that I don't care. At the time I refused to simply tell him that it made me jealous. He didn't forgive me right away after I apologized. Understandably so, I kind of suck at apologies. Now I just feel like s***, we hung out for about an hour and after that if he started to leave. I apologized again more sincerely and told him why and then he just gave me a hug, said "that's all I wanted" ave left. Feel like I'm so shitty and I don't know what to do. I don't know what this means for our relationship. It's probably all down here. I don't know why he isn't interested. I mean I have some ideas, I'm not a perfect person. Just so upsetting, I already asked him once and now I just look like an absolute clown.
Advice? I don't know.. I really just need to vent. #nofriends. ?
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