How to stop feeling insecure? I keep canceling plans with crush because of it?

To make the explanation short. I’ve always struggled with loosing weight, I always looked quite chunky. I lost almost all the extra weight but unfortunately gained it back. My crush wants to see me and I feel quite insecure cause he was one to compliment me a lot. He never saw me looking this way and I feel as tho he won’t be attracted to me anymore. How can I deal with this?
How to stop feeling insecure? I keep canceling plans with crush because of it?
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