I'm so sad, I'm so tired so much effort? How to let go?

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My boyfriend is being so rude to me lately. This comments and criticism really get to me. And he complains I don't call. I told him I don't call because he ruins my mood with his behaviour and comments. He says he didn't do it and if I can't provide examples then he won't admit it (he wouldn't admit it anyways).

he's always full of himself and self talking so today I'm like u always talking nice about urself maybe consider others opinions of u too sometimes in certain circumstances that are born from u. He's like he doesn't want to speak to me because I talk like this.
Today he was asking me about my phone plan and I said I don't know my plan fully cuz its under my dads name, though I pay the bill. He got upset and said he doesn't want to talk. I'm like why what happened he's like I just don't feel Ike talking. Mind u he's working and chilling with his friends. He can be on call or on his phone for hours but when it comes to me he remembers all his emotions. His phone even takes over when we meet after awhile and he'd rather choose to spend time on phone and TV. He does cuddle and stuff but thats about it. I am a very understanding girlfriend and the shit he's put me through I am very patient too. Not everyone likes his personality because he's full of himself but because I love him I'm very patient.
Today I had it tho I asked him numerous times why he never feels like talking and he said I just don't. I'm like at least give me a reason I'm tired of u randomly hanging up mid conversations and just saying g ur things and hanging up. He said i just don't feel like talking I don't know. He then said he said what he said and what I'm saying doesn't matter he's not bothered about it. He said im inhumane and psycho and that im fighting. He says this everytime I try to confront him. We have together for 2 years. He left me so many times without any valid reason. 2 weeks ago we got back together and he said we will start from beginning. I tried but I c no change in him.
I'm so sad, I'm so tired so much effort? How to let go?
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