Okay, I have made a decision and decided that I can't be with my wife anymore. She wants kids and I don't think that I want them. However, the main reason I can't be with her is that her sexual history bothers me way too much. She had sex with 25 guys before me and I lost my virginity to her at 20. I can't take her sexual history anymore, I thought I could handle it but I realized that I just can't handle it. Also, none of the guys she fucked before me were boyfriends so there is that. I just can't take it anymore and I realized that I can't just have sex with just one woman my whole life and I need to go out there and have sex with a bunch of diffrent women. Now I do love my wife but not enough to want to spend the rest of my life with her or even continue this realtionship. I really am only staying with her because she has sex with me at least twice a day. If it wasn't for sex I would have left her by now. I used to be really in love with her and felt that I could work past her sexual history but I dont feel like I can do it anymore. I feel confident enough that I can score with other women and I have even talked with a girl I know from college who I used to make out with before I meet my girlfriend about having sex with each other since she is moving to NYC. Now I haven't told her about the fact that I am going to leave her. We are going to Paris in January for our 5 year wedding anniversarry and I plan on leaving her right after the trip. I have made living arrangements and I plan on telling her we dont have to get divorced right away but I can't be with you anymore. I know she is going to start sobbing uncontrabble so I am going to leave her two thousand dollars so she can go shopping and try to calm her down. I mean she had sobbed uncontroablle before when I suggested giving me a hall pass to let me cheat on my old high school girlfriend. She is a really great person and loves me so much and I feel awful about it but we just aren't meant to be.
Is this a good way to leave my wife?
