My boyfriend was hurt badly in a past relationship and it came up in a conversation, he said that he prefers to always remain practical in a sense that he keeps his expectations low, he said he used to love more deeply and give a lot more but he doesn’t want to ever be hurt that badly again, so he doesn’t proceed with certainty of me being the one, he prefers to think something can always happen…I have always given 100% emotionally and go about my relationships as if they are the one, so that was very hard for me to hear especially after being together for almost 3 years along with living together and him telling me he wants to marry me eventually, I asked him what we should do about that, because I feel I deserve 100% no holding back and he responded I don’t know and just went to bed. I don’t know where to go from here, what are your thoughts?
You said elsewhere "he admitted he got caught up in lusting after other women and talking to women he had slept with in the past"
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Does that sound like he has walls up & isn't giving you 100% to protect himself?
Or he isn't 100% invested in relationship & just doesn't care to give you what you need?
See there's a difference.
People with walls up to protect themselves will eventually try to work with their partner to break down those walls and work on their mutual bond. There is no point in having a relationship without some sort of a bond and even the most hurt of people know this.
Even victims of rape will try to build bonds with partners. It takes longer, but they try.
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You've been together 3 years. Best he can say is he **may** marry you **eventually**.
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From the sounds of it you've been trying to build some sort of a bond but for all the success you've had, you might as well try bonding with a rock. You have even apparently lived together for some time & yet you seem more outsider than partner.
He isn't emotionally invested in the relationship. So you don't have a relationship.
It is that simple. More than likely he has narassstic persona - they play "victims".
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He has likely being telling you he'll marry so you don't leave. You provide sex, maybe clean, get groceries, etc. for him. It's too good to pass up when he offers little in return.
Now ask yourself this. Even if he would marry you.
Do you want to be married to a guy who can't put in the effort to make a relationship?
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I recently heard this line on a TV show and I thought it was kinda awesome.
"I'm a jealous woman. I won't share you with your demons. Let's unpack this together and I won't give you the opportunity to think about choosing me twice."
We all have aches and baggage, some greater than others, but at the end of the day, the right person is the one who you LIVE life with, not pass time with. A man will open up to you if he truly values you and wants to step up to be the best version of himself he can be. Of course, it's quite rare that this happens and if he isn't willing to do that it is no reflection on you.
It just means you need to re-evaluate how long you're willing to wait for him to become ready, or cut your losses and put yourself in a place to find someone else who is ready to share himself with you.
I understand completely where you're coming from. You don't see it as an equal emotional investment. I can see why you'd be upset and if you decided to call it off, or at least have reservations, you'd be well within your right to do so.
However, as a man will take walls myself, I can try to explain..
From his perspective, marriage is a big step. Men these days see nothing but negative outcome from marriage; the loss of freedom; social, financial, and emotional- and that's if it goes well. If it fails, he's looking at (potential) child support, alimony, attorney fees, loss of house/cars/assets, and worse. Marriage is a tough sell to men.
Granted, I'm married, and I love it, but I see the issues.
You've done 3 years together and he's not ruling it out, that's a good thing. From his side, I see a final point: once he gets married, he will have no reason to hold anything else back, if that makes sense. He will be All In, so to speak, so why not let the walls come down?
I know that's a (potential) tough pill to swallow, but can you at least see his logic? In not making a character judgement on him for it, but based on what you've said, he's a pragmatist at heart. And with you 100% in no matter what, your cards are on the table and the outcome for you is entirely up to him. That in itself is some serious pressure on him.
Again, I'm not blaming either of you. You seem like a great woman, and he a decent dude. But this is his mindset, I'd guess.
Yes I can see where he is coming from but he is also wrong at the same time , If he can’t fully give you 100 percent then he shouldn’t be in a relationship with you period , because he is basically implying that he doesn’t trust you and sadly without trust and respect in a relationship it isn’t going to go far , He is broken inside and holding walls up to basically play a victim and to use it as a weapon if things don’t go his way , Making him a selfish person , he is expecting to constantly receive without having to give in return and that’s where things are going to get bumpy cuz you aren’t going to receive what you are giving in return which will lead to resentments and trust issues , and him taking advantage over
You , You are honestly best to walk away from this kind of relationship because you will only be hurting yourself staying with someone that is choosing not to give to you the same in return , especially after 3 years , it sounds like he just likes the convenience of you , people like that sadly will trade you in once they find someone better in their minds , playing a victim that you were the one that was in the wrong so they can play a victim instead of being a piece of shit , sadly it is narcissistic behavior, my ex did the same exact shit to me , It’s a selfish behavior they use to manipulate you to make you feel like you are in the wrong when really they are the piece of shit
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Yeah, that sounds like a dead end to me.
It is not right, nor fair to you.
I am sorry, but you need to walk away for your sake. And I am saying that speaking from the objective of the guy.
He cannot give more, not because he doesn't want to, but because he is unable to.
It has nothing to do with you and it is also not your fault. So please never think that.
It is probably not his fault either though and I can relate to him.
What I like about him is that at least he is sincere. He is not hiding or masking it.
He is not pretending and he is not sugar-coating it.I reciprocate but it's always good to keep in mind that your lover could leave you at the drop of a hat and there's nothing you can do about it.
Giving 100% of myself would mean investing so much emotionally that I don't necessarily prepare for the pain of a breakup and then it will hurt so much more when it happens.
Leave.
Tell him the reason you left was because he didn't emotionally invest 100%, and that had he done that, you would have stayed.
He will either realize going foward, that he has to give 100% to each next person he dates, or he will be the reason it doesn't work out. Or he will just say "see? wasn't worth giving 100% because they just leave" and at that point, he will never keep a relationship.You're nicer than me. I wouldve pointed at a wall with a door and said to him, “You see that wall over there, see your way up and over/through it”. I just dont have time for guessing games anymore. I need someone who’s already ready to open up
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That its your choice he has stated what he is willing to give and why you now need to decide if u can accept that or need to move on
I don't blame him. There is complete blind trust and then there is trusting enough to not end up back on square one. You never know nor expect betrayal.
It's a natural protective mechanism.
You should move forward by leaving the relationship.
There may not be. If he can't give you his all now, three years in, that's a major problem. Tell him your concerns, word it bluntly so there isn't any room for interpretation.
You don't truly want him to be emotional with you, but you aren't bright enough to realize this.
Well, Mrs. Gorbachev, tear down that wall!
I would tell him to grow up and move on lol
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