Help I’m depresed and crying at 3am?

[Sugar100]

I’m depresed because I’m unhappy in my life. My dream is have a boyfriend that lives with me, let’s me meet family, follows me to family parties holidays, agree to have baby with me, etc and I’ll be 26 and ill never have that life. Everyone in my family is older and married at 22-23, have perfect partner.
I’m broke everyday can’t save money too depresed to work more hours.

I don’t like to live alone I want a guy live with me. Take care of me.
I’ll be old and I’ll continue have the same life as god don’t want me happy married pregnant nothing. I’ve had my whole life miserable I don't know when this will stop and my happy life arrives finally and I have my partner 😔

[chicken_nugget24]

As someone with depression myself, you gotta speak to someone about it

[Sugar100]

That’s y I’m here. I have no family friends.

[chicken_nugget24]

I mean a mental health professional

[Sugar100]

Therapists have laughed at me wen I said my dream is live with a guy have babies

[Sugar100]

Therapists are aasholes

[Sugar100]

Waste of time

[chicken_nugget24]

I guess. I hope we get better soon, hugs ❤️

[DextroShade]

You can find a man but you WILL have to compromise, especially if you are fat.

[Sugar100]

All man want sex only I want a boyfriend not sex I want do serious things meet parents etc live together

[PointTaken]

Why don't you have a boyfriend? Can you go to places to get a good man?

[Sugar100]

I want a boyfriend not sex I want meet family live together not sex

[PointTaken]

Ok. Have you tried dating sites? Is there some places you can go to meet people?

[Sugar100]

I had met one random guy but he lived far 13 hours away.

[Sugar100]

So I stoped talking to him.

[Sugar100]

I don’t like any guy I don’t eat sex I just want a boyfriend that can meet family live with me. I don’t feel in love with any guy or butterflies I just want serious relationship

[Sugar100]

I don’t feel excited or in love with any guy I have to get a boyfriend with no feelings no emotion no love

[PointTaken]

That sucks. Was he nice? 13 hours I guess is a little far

[PointTaken]

Why don't you feel excited or love? Or is that just towards anyone?

[Sugar100]

I only feel excited and in love with boyfriend. But with any other guy I feel nothing. 😓

[PointTaken]

I thought you don't have a boyfriend? If you do, why not meet his family?

[Sugar100]

I meant boyfriend i used to have.

[PointTaken]

Oh. Ok. There's many men out there. I bet you can get a nice boyfriend

[Sugar100]

I don’t want sex I want a boyfriend. I can’t get a boyfriend cuz they will all want sex 😓

[Sugar100]

I want a boyfriend that can meet family live with me. I can’t find boyfriend that wants so that. I don’t want sex that’s not a boyfriend

[PointTaken]

They're not all like that. Apparently you're finding the wrong guys or they're all jerks around there.

[Sugar100]

I don’t want sex! I just want a boyfriend that’s it no sex!!! 😓

[PointTaken]

None at all? Not even with your boyfriend when you get one? So you're wanting a boyfriend with no touching?

[Sugar100]

I want meet family not sex n neevr meet family 😔 I cannot spend Christmas with my family or attend any fmaily parties as they all bring their boyfriend and I have no boyfriend that wants come with me

[PointTaken]

You will meet someone. Where have you tried?

[Sugar100]

I don’t feel happy with a new guy or butterflies for him. I won't love a new guy. It’ll be forced relationship one sided

[PointTaken]

That's not good. Hopefully you'll find someone you'll love.

[Sugar100]

The boyfriend I had was guy I love 😞

[PointTaken]

There will be another. Don't just hold onto the one guy. He actually doesn't sound that good if you never met his family.

[yuviii2012]

Please speak it up... let me listen you.

[Sugar100]

All my family have bfs that go with her to meet family and enjoy the family party or holiday and I don’t have a man that is next to me and want do all that 😓

[Awantika03]

What happened

[Sugar100]

No guys wants meet family or live together 😞