My boyfriend grew up in the countryside and I'm a city girl. He had a much different life and education than me.
When we met, I liked that he agreed to do whatever I suggested. And to go wherever I wanted. In the summer, one thing we enjoyed was swimming. It was so much fun. And also there I noticed he had the most beautiful blue eyes and a really hot body.
Other things I enjoyed doing with him:
-studying for my driving exam
-painting his apartment
-fixing his car.
That's it I think.
Sex is ok but nothing special.
When we go out for coffee or lunch it's so boring. When he talks all I think about is that he is stupid. So now we mostly just eat at home so we can watch tv so I don't have to talk to him.
I actually even tell him he is stupid.
One day I stayed after work with some guys and had a few drinks and I kind of liked one of them. He is not like my boyfriend. He doesn't have blue eyes and he is actually chubby but I just had so much fun. We were dancing.
My boyfriend has his qualities. He acts in a really caring way. He opens doors, he puts on my coat, he even used to tie my shoes. He dries my hair. He cuts my food and feeds me... And he does those things in front of everyone. Sometimes he really does make me feel special.
He is honest and loyal and hard working.
I wish I could do something fun with him again and try and save this relationship. Any ideas? Or are we too different?
