But I know he won't be with me. I'm crying every night. This Christmas he wants to go with me to my province, I don't know if I should allow him or not.
I've already forgiven myself for easily giving in to him, I love him, but I know we weren't meant to be. I'm afraid no guy's going to love me anymore because I'm not a virgin anymore, and I lost it to a guy who's not even my boyfriend.
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