I pushed my boyfriend away because I was scared I wouldn't come out of my surgery I have or something may happen to me during the surgery that would end me... I always kept pushing him away because I felt things would be better off without me. I've had an outburst before but this last one just made him give up. He only talks to his best friend and me and her are good friends recently she has just come to dislike me I can tell by how she treats me now. I don't know how to fix this but is there any way to? I didn't way anything negative to my boyfriend I just told him to go and now they both hate me...
I guess he is done with my bs?
