Depressed /relationship issues?

I honestly feel like that I’m never going to find anyone beside my babies dad. Like I’m really just going to be alone. And I feel stuck to be with him. I’m not happy. Sex with him isn’t satisfying. And I rushed to have a baby cause I had no family. And tried to shoot him self or act like to shoot himself just to get me to stay. He crashed his car into mine chasing me down the block following me. I try with the sex but it not satisfying and I want to leave but no one wants me or will help me. I’m just not going to put myself out there I’m just going to Stay to myself. And I want another child but it’s feels impossible and I don’t want it with him. So 🤷🏽‍♀️ I just need to vent.
Depressed /relationship issues?
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