Dating my girlfriend for almost 5 years now, but something that she did in the first few months of our relationship was a major red flag but she seems to have acted nothing she did was wrong but it has been eating away at me for years. Trying to keep this short, before we met she was friends with benefits with my old friend and liked him. I make it a point to her that i don't want her talking to him so she removes him off instagram and then few months later as i grab a drink with the friend, i see her name drop down on his phone talking on snapchat. I felt like that was emotionally cheating and if she had the chance she would have gone back, i questioned do girls think that its okay to speak to the ex even after your boyfriend made it clear that it bothers him? Although the past few years have been good and showed that she loves me but there is always thoughts in my head saying i am her second choice. I feel like i broke myself fixing her.
How can I get over my girlfriends past?
