it is pushing me to a mental breakdown several times. I almost can’t take it anymore. And feel my life is a mess because of it. Always running away from everything because I’m so overwhelmed.
this is especially happening at work. But just in general too I find it hard to sustain friendships too.
I don’t get what I’m doing wrong, because I never get fired. I quit.
and friends or people are normally very keen on me at first but then lose interest.
i never ever get feedback. No one ever says any criticism to my face anyway. But I’m always the target of bullying at work to the point I quit on jobs constantly.
and people will be friends with me very easily but then slowly drift away.
i feel alone. And overwhelmed.
what am I doing wrong.